Lonely Angel
Demmit..i gonna miss them very much
XoXos
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Hutan Lipur Bukit Hijau
Dying 4 Having Fun
Lama kan aku xletak new-entry. Well. I’m so busy rite now..Sebagai amah dan buruh kasar kt GSC Qbay. Di ulangi sekali lagi sebagai amah dan buruh kasar ye. Bukan sebagai pro-programmer and web developer. Ilmu aku xcukup tinggi untuk memegang jawatan yang disebut sebentar tadi. wtf. After two weeks i’m working without endless, akhirnya aku bercuti dan berpoya-poya bersama teman serumah. Sungguh besh uolls… Tapi one thing la, i lupe nak amik gambar besh-besh. Bukan apa teman-teman seme berangan free-hair so mereka tak mahu expose kt facebook. Bukan sebab rambut mereka xchantek. Tapi mereka ne tanak kantoi ngan member-member je. Ahaks. Baek kan? Lata Hijau ne sangat la besh uols, sejuk gile, chantek lak tuh..Padahal hutan gile, lebeh kurang hutan rumah i je.. Tapi kan i heran la, ramai sangat manusia pergi sane, mereka ne saje kan, da thu i nak pegi sane, mereka pun sebok nak pergi jugak.. Punya la banyak tempat menarik kat Malaysia ne, sampai tade parking kete. Tsk. Tsk. Ramai la jugak lelaki CIO and tak kurang jugak lelaki bangang yang pegi sane and kaco kitorang. Seme makcik-makcik pun tengok je. Malu gile kot. Tape la uols,,,layan aje gambar i mandi sungai ne. Awww~
Pose Mangga uols, kepada miss propa minat ngn gambar i dan rase layak masuk mangga, nt contact i ye,
Lepas tu kami pergi meronda-ronda cari kedai makan kat Butterworth, konon dah lama menetap kat Penang and tahu seme tempat, tapi sesat jugak. Memang la, kami expert kat Pulau je, Bukan Seberang Prai, wufwuf..:-) ..Lepas tu sempat lagi buwat pose manja lepas makan kat kedai tepi laut. Kesian adik waiter kene kaw-kaw ngan aku. Padan muka. Tapi sempat lagi tuh datang kat aku mintak no phone. Dia cakap ade orang minat aku. Eleh. Padahal dia minat aku. Cakap orang lain. Kan?Kan?..Tak serik tol budak tu.. Da la kering tahap xcukup air dalam badan. Sabo je la..
Dua orang ne seronok main. Buku jumpa ngn ruas… Kuku jumpa ngan pengetip
Overall,,sangat gembira hari ne. Esok masuk keje. Daa
Bury the pain, Angel of the darknesS
Leave Me Alone
Gosh.This is really really true. I making my own way heading to Penang without no one knows. Lonely. Moneyless. Perhaps. I’m just a human. Not angel. I did a big mistake towards mother. After all, I’m being a useless daughter.Sorry. Sorry and please forgive me mama. Mama. I’m not your good and loyal daughter. Yes, i admit. Please give me your bless and pray. You always in my heart and soul. Trust me. I love you more than words can say. I just need some space that can make my heart beating like usual. I have no ones. Just you and father. Both of you doing parents role very well until i can’t lived in smile. Yes, it’s because i’m not a good child. Yet, I’m still not an angel. Again. I promise my self never hurt you again. Give me some more times. Looking at the back, yes, I will find myself back. Myself that i left behind long time ago. This is a promise. I love You…
Home Life No Hurt Injuries
Mode Raya
Raya lagi. Seronok. Keluarga berkumpul bersama. Allah masih memberi ruang dan sempat waktu untuk kami hilangkan rindu di hati. Aku sakit maha dasyhat. Tabah hati masih menebal dalam diri. Ya, jiwa puitis aku tidak sedasyhat sasterawan negara. Panahan petir hati pudar sudah. Gembira hati tampak nyata. Raya mengungkit segala memori. Abang, kakak berkumpul. Mama sebok di dapur sediakan makanan kepada para pelapar. Abah melayan keletah anak-anak buah aku tanpa jemu. Sungguh kami gembira dalam kehidupan sederhana. Syukur memahat di hati. Doa kupanjat moga Allah temui hatiku dengan sang jejaka yang kasihnya sehebat Rasulullah kepada isterinya. Amin.
Diari Hati
Satu persatu perkara terjadi. Aku penat maha lelah. Diri kebal makin layu menyembah menyentuh bumi. Diri kudus memohon pada yang satu. Kekuatan kupinta memagar di hati kecil tapi jiwanya besar. Tangan lemah sempat memaut pada satu tiang utuh tinggi di bumi. Tegar hati degilku melawan segala. Aku syukur lagi pada-Nya. Sungguh umat laen lagi kerdil. Kutatah hati dengan belian menyinar agar bibir nipis masih mampu mengukir senyum pahit. Oh! Aku puas. Hidop ini masih aku miliki. Berjuanglah.
GirlS out..The 3 beautiful Stooges
As we promised, we then met each other on Saturday. With no bold and vivid planning. We just enjoyed our self with no less. At first i pickup all the friends together and make moved to only town in Kelantan and of course we went to Kota Bharu to chill out our day. After all, we are Kelantanese girls that never found the beauty of our own town. Perasan KL kan? How annoying.
We do enjoyed our self to have eyeing-wash with window-shopping area the Parkson/Giant. They just in opening season. But still can crash our money and slipping away from fingers. Gosh!! It was really enthusiastic Saturday. People here and there, no less. No chance to have nearer car park instead kene jalan kaki sampai ketiak menangis-nangis tanak berenti. But we still in semangat waja state. After all, we found the car park left by one pakcik-kopiah i guess. Silly us. No pictures during the window shopping. We just in-out the boutique with no purchased. No-money lol.wtf. My mum give enough money for full-tank “baby gemok” and her stuff. What kind of mother she was kan? (Sumpah aku tipu. Please jangan percaya. Muakaka)
We then make moved to another place that i would never missed this place once i came to Kota Bharu. Semestinya KB Mall. Hahaha..Am addicted to this place because no reason. It just no where to go. We had our diet-lunch at secret recipe. I have craving for delicious cake since i was in Penang. My Alien and now he is Monster break-off his promised. No cake dinner or even Mamak stall dinner between us. I hate him. Sumpah jadi monyet cacat takde anu. I mean it b-o-d-o-h. Padan muka..Oh kami kenyang di situ ya. Oh ya, lupe plak, we like our self to have dosa kering while waiting the food to be served. Mengumpat peeps here and there. Well, well, no one perfects right?
Oh ya, the last stop is Ridel Hotel. Quite nice place dude. With yellow-mellow sungai Kelantan view and hot guys there. We just do some eye-wash since we called that that day is gurls-out right. With single status we can do anything we loved to. Oh, how heaven. We had lots chatting, megumpat-ing, story-ing and well do lots joke. Really appreciate that moment given by god. Well, do enjoy the view of us.
Aku dan Tanam Anggur.com
Erm..tade cite besh pun nak share . Sebab aku tak pegi mane..Duet tade, boyfren tade, sugar daddy jauh sekali lah. Memang tableh la nak jalan. mane-mane 
(Muke sedey ne memang ikhlas) .
Busan sangat sebab aku da abes degree tapi xkeje. Lebey kurang penggangur la ne. Aku nak pegi berkebun pun tableh sebab dk kt apartment mahal tingkat sepoloh dan sempit ne.. Melangok depan laptop je la kje nye. Kecian laptop ne dah dekat sepoloh hari aku tak off die. Tapi bese la barang lama ne die xcepat rosak. Da 4 tahun setengah kot aku beli laptop ne.
Aku rasa nak g keje kt qbay la buwat sementara ne. Bukan ape, aku nak jadi model sambilan takot tade job lak. Maklumlah aku bukan cun tahap Katie Holmes pun, badan tak seramping Nasha Aziz lak tu. Yang aku mampu mintak jadi pencuci pinggan tetap kt kedai mak nazri je kot. Mesti dia nak amik aku sebab aku rajin. Tapelah murah pun, dapat la sara hidop aku ne.
Sape-sape bace entry ne sila la ye tolong aku suggest ape-ape keje yang patot, aku memang da tahap desperate da neh nak keje. Adeih, kecian jugak kt mak ngn ayah kt kampung. Duk bela dari kecik sampai ke tua gajah ne. Mama hampun. Abah sorry.
We Rock da Helluva Halloween Party with Feringgi Nite Out
Jalan – Jalan Cari Pasal
In front of fake giant ship.
The ship served peeps with the special steak menu in town.
Tourist should pay a visit here ones they came to Penang.
On the other hand, lots of exclusive restaurant with delicious and five stars attendance need to explore with.
(Feringgi Garden is one of the most best restaurant ever. I spent the quality times here with loved ones. Cepat. Go and try)
Feringgi Nite freshen us with lots of cheap items instead in good quality too.
We enjoyed the nite. After all, this is could be my last visit in here, KL here i come bebeeh. Yehaaaa
Beli souvenir cute sangat. Pastu aku beli necklace yang cantek gile. Lagi beli alas gelas dengan pinggan yang amat murah for lovely sista
Mungkin datang lagi, nak bring over my mummy and the sisters
She loves to shopping the house embellishment.
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TILL THEN
Hairdo In Progress
My hair is totally out for iklan shampoo. Sigh.
So, that is y i need to re-alter my hair again. (could be last but not list)
This hair give me better in-look when i was in hurry, (instead both my ears look-like telinga gajah and my 4head just like padang bola sepak kat Oldtrafford)
It will just fine even i dont av much time to comb my fibrous-hair
I just wanna look in simple and not too good-gurl.
Tettttt!!
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End-up everyone said, “mek u look sooooo baek gurl-lah”
Honestly, i hate to hear that-lah..
I bukan nak chantek okai, i just wanna look much more better. Enough!!
Do refers other entry to see my new look
Ta~
The Day I Found MySelf As A ‘Perempuan Sejati’
Hari Nasi Lemak
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My housemate keep asking me to fulfill my niat to served nasi lemak for whole our family
Frankly speaking here,
our housemate gave full stars for our Nasi Lemak. We (define: Me & Fiza) then, kembang semangkok 
They said it was delicious ever.
I asked recipe from mama, but it was totally not her recipe la-jugak. Campur-chart
Credit for her to help me out when our nasi mentah and she gave the best solution.
She is the best chef ever.
So, cakap banyak pun tak gune,
here the nasi lemak,
Yummylicious kan?
Recipe for the blog Readers
1. Handset with 1o ringgit unexpired credit
2. Mum’s phone number
Steps
1. Dial mum’s number,
2. Ask her the recipe and how to campur-chart all the ingredient
Selamat Mencuba
Da~
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